Monday, July 6, 2009



歌名:哭
作曲:陳慶祥

填詞:陳慶祥


以前我看到朋友哭 我很羨慕
可是我怎麼逗我自己 怎麼弄我自己
我的眼淚都流不出


總覺得能夠哭的朋友 
都很幸福
能夠把滿腔的無耐 
滿腔的痛苦
讓淚水帶走

最苦是淚水在哽在心頭 流不出
就像要愛卻不懂得怎麼去愛

自己哭過後才明白
流過淚的眼睛 
將生命看得更清楚


只有真正懂得付出的人
才懂得何為哭 為何哭

再堅強的心偶爾也會脆弱
心會痛 心也會感動

只有曾經真心付出的人

才懂得何為哭 為何哭

淚水要記得為真心保留

眼淚別白白的流


It's quite an old song but an extremely nice one. Composed by a Malaysian singer, this song talks about the philosophy of crying. There are always time when we cry but how much do we know about crying?

When do we cry? What is the meaning of crying? Why do we cry?

The answers to these questions are beautifully composed into this song. A song that touches the hearts of many.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Sleepless Night

It's 4.30am and I can't sleep. Don't ask me why. I don't want to talk nor think about it anymore. Have to meet my group members in a few hours time. I wonder if I can concentrate in the group discussion later. No matter what, I know I have to. I'll try.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

House Break-in

"JY, can you faster come back? Our house has been broken into," LJ cried over the phone.

"Huh? Someone broke into our house?" I half shouted in the bus.

"Ya...Come back quick!"

I could feel my whole body weakened. My first thought was my laptop and cash including the rental for the month. All gone.

I tried to calm myself down and think of what I should do. My whole body's still trembling slightly. I called LJ and asked her to not touch anything in the house. She obeyed and told me my room was safe but SW and her room was burglared. A wave of relief swept over me although the shock I had was still in me.

Irene was probably worried too. She offered to accompany me back. I just nodded and made a call to SW. She said she'll come back immediately too.

Finally, the bus came to a stop and I half ran to my house. The first sight I saw was LJ's coursemates gathered at the porch with LJ crying. I've never seen her cry like that before. She's always the calm one. I gave her a pat and went into the house.

A shaft of light fell on the floor of the living room. I looked up and saw a hole in the roof where the burglars probably came in. Under the hole was a ladder which was supposed to be in the kitchen. The whole place were a mess. The drawers opened. Books, stationary, clothes, papers, pieces of the abestoes ceiling and basically everything were scattered all over the place.


The hole in the roof


Ladder under the hole

I went to the back. The back door was opened. SW, LJ&BP's rooms were none tidier than the living room. The small opening in the ceiling of LJ&BP's room was open too. It's weird. The burglars probably escaped through the back door but where did they come in? The hole in the living room or the opening in LJ&BP's room? Why make the huge hole in the living room if they can just enter through the opening in LJ&BP's room?


The opening in LJ&BP's room opened


SW's room ransacked


Drawers searched

By the time I realise I was back in the living room, WK and SW had returned. The police had also come and were standing in the living room, looking at the damage caused.

SW ran to her room. I could hear her cries of "Gone! Everything's gone!" from the porch.

The police asked us to checked what has been stolen so we went back into the house.

A hammer, a few screws and a screwdriver were on the floor outside my room. I looked at the door of my room. The padlock was still attached to the hasp but the side of the hasp which was fastened to the door frame had been pulled out. Weirder still, the whole door handle had been yanked out too. I figured out the key hole and inserted the key. The key turned halfway and was stuck. I couldn't turn the key at all. The door can't be opened.


On the floor outside my room


Broken hasp


Door handle gone

Seeing that the door can't be opened, one of the police kicked it open. WK, SK and me rushed into the room to check our things. Nothing out of place. Thanks God!! To think my things were just a kick away from being stolen!

I came out of the room and began taking a few pictures of the mess. SK followed suit.

I thought the police are going to check for fingerprints but I'm wrong. They didn't. They just left after taking a few looks at the damage. I did not even realise they were gone.

From the main door, I could see LJ and BP sitting in the living room, devastated. SW was standing at the door of her room, weeping. Irene suggested we list down all the things that has been stolen so I gave them a piece of paper to write down the list. Then most of us headed towards the section 17 police station to report the burglary except WK and SK who offered to wait for the house owner at home with some of their coursemates.

On the way to the police station, I called my next door neighbour to ask if she heard or saw anyone suspicious that afternoon. She replied no but added that there was sound of people knocking at the door coming from my house. (Later on, the other next door neighbour told me the same thing- He heard a door knocking sound. Probably the sound when the burglars tried to open my room.)

The police keyed in a few details and asked us to report again at the Mutiara Damansara Police Station. LJ told me both of the Psychology students who transported us to the police station has already helped a lot and she can't ask more from them.

I called Mich but she said she was not in PJ. So I have no choice but to call either Suesin or KJ. I manage to get to Suesin and he said he can drive us there. But halfway there, BP, who was with her friend on a motorbike, told us there was a traffic jam. Eventually, we had to leave the job to BP while the rest of us returned to the damaged house.

The house owner had arrived with his grandson by now. WK told me she had asked uncle to fix the roof and door as had been requested by me. But she dare not ask uncle to strenghten the security of the house. Sonething under my expectation. In the end, I still have to do this kind of job.

I asked uncle on this request. BP also asked later on and he agreed. (although I'm not sure if he will keep his promise).

The contractor soon came to fix the roof. We watched him demolished the damage piece of ceiling and replaced it with a new one. The sky outside was turning dark.

Most of us had no mood to eat so I share a packet of rice with WK while Boey, our former housemate took the sobbing LJ out. SW left the house to stay with her friends for the night.

So that night, only WK, SK and me stayed at home. LJ and BP went to stay overnight at Boey's house under our suggestion.

We waited for the police to come for another inspection but they were really late. We waited and waited, wishing to take a bath but we could not. We need to clean up the place first and there's no chance we could do that before the police comes.

After a few hours of waiting, the police finally came at around 11.20pm. I was expecting an investigation to look for fingerprints but my, I was wrong! They just asked a few questions, took a few pictures and left. It did not even take them 5 minutes! All the wait for the few pictures. Sigh...

Worse still, they mentioned about fingerprints but still, they picked up the hammer on the floor with bare hands. Imagine that.

When we told them the hammer was from the other room, they put the hammer back to the floor and left with only a screwdriver which, again, they hold with bare hands. Sigh...I wonder if the screwdriver will be of any use now.

After the police left, WK and SK were too tired to clean the place so they took a bath and slept. I was not satisfied. I looked at the floor which was too dirty to be stepped on with bare feet and the mess all over the place. Although tired after all the calls and trips of the day, I was determined to clean up at least the tables and chairs. And I did. I left most of the cleaning for the next day though.

Argh!! Tiring. Imagine having to clean up a place which has been turned upside down. The entire place was dirtier after the roof was fixed. Most of our things were still scattered on the floor and pieces of the demolished ceiling as well as dust covered the whole place.

Some of our stuff turned up at unimaginable places. LJ and BP's clothes turned up on the dining room floor. Our MP4s which were originally in our desk drawers and were found on the living room table along with my housemates' scissors which were broken. SW's shirt ended up at the back door. BP's ATM card and driving license which she thought were stolen were found on her desk, covered by all sorts of things.


LJ and BP's clothes on the dining room floor.


SW's shirt on the ground at the back door


BP's box of accesories filled with dust

I quickly cleaned up the place, hoping by the time LJ and SW returned, the house would be in a better state. I couldn't clean SW's room as it has been locked after she left home so I tidied up the rest of the house with WK and SK's help. Living room, LJ&BP's room, kitchen and dining room. It was certainly not easy but that is all I can do for them. I don't know how I can comfort them. I'm not in the position to do so because I'm the lucky one whose things were not stolen.

Anyway, I hope they'll feel better soon. There are more things I have to do. Have the door of my room fixed, remind uncle to do something for our security and further plans for everyone's security (including discussions of whether to change all the locks).

Sigh...Need a break now. My bones are going to shatter after all those cleaning.

*Thanks to those who have helped!! We really appreciate it.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

A Time to Grow




A time to grow,
without a choice.

A world of stories fill your voice.

Passing by before your eyes.
No choice to grow,
just live or die.

Looking back on the memoirs,
seeing all the dreams we stepped on.

A poem full of happy rymes,
a diary beholds upsetting times.

Content or not,
to stand or fall,
growing up happens to all.

Passing by before your eyes.
No choice to grow,
just live or die.


Poem by: Sandy Truong
Source: http://help.com/post/80534-a-time-to-grow-a-poem-by-sandy-tru

Monday, June 22, 2009

Did You Know?



My brother showed me a gift he received from NUS (National University of Singapore). It's a planner book created by the Dentistry students over in the NUS. The book looks quite cool and inside the book, there are 2 pages of interesting facts. How many of the following do you know?

1. 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321

2. The person who invented the electric chair was a dentist.
3. Humans are the only primates that don't have pigment in the palms of their hands.

4. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history.
Spades- King David
Clubs- Alexander the Great
Hearts- Charlemagne
Diamonds- Julius Caesar


5. Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older.

6. If you put a raisin in a glass of champagne, it will keep floating to the top and sinking to the bottom.
7. The fingerprints of koala bears are virtually indistinguishable from those of humans, so much so that they could be confused at a crime scene.
8. Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes.
9. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.

10. If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.

11. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.

12. The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.


13. Right-handed people live. on average, nine years longer than left-handed people.

14. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.

15. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different.

16. Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
17. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Dull posts...

I've been wanting to write for so long. I would like to write a new post with all those pictures I have taken these days attached to it. But I can't find the cable that connects my mobile phone to my laptop. Where have I put it? I really have no idea. Without it, I can't transfer my pictures to my laptop. And without the pictures, my posts will be dull. Cable, oh cable! Return to me, please!!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Stop Telling Me You're Not Free

His favourite quotes:

1. 我很忙啊!不要吵我!(I'm very busy! Please do not disturb me!)
2. 你以为我很得空啊?(You think I'm very free?)
3. 不要来烦我。。。(Do not disturb me!)
4. 我很忙。我有很多东西要做。(I'm very busy. I have a lot of work to do.)

Even when I asked him why does he always use these quotes, he still replied me with the above utterances...How am I supposed to communicate with you if you keep telling me these things? Sigh... incurable...